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I loved you, I wanted to be with you forever. You just broke my heart.Smashing it like you didn't care. You made it look so easy, breaking up with me, saying its over. It was almost as if you didn't love me at all! So many angry words, and i didn't even get to say them all. I cherished you, I would have given you everything your heart desired.Yet i wasn't good enough. Too much drama, you said.  
Did you ever stop to think that you have drama too? I have been there for you. I never left your side. I would have died for you! But you don't even care! All you care about it the next time getting high, or waiting for someone you love that does

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Christmas miraclesthe time of year has come again,  with all its magic and mystery,  time to be greatful for what you are and where you've been.  It's a time for giving,  and a time for sharing,  all the imagination of the children that makes life worth living.  A soft touch of my daughter's hand,  the sparkle in her eyes,  she could make me fall to my knees at her very command,  What makes this season any better,  who do i love and cherish as much as her,  for whom do i write this letter,  He is my soulmate,  my life long partner,  With him in my life, my life is great,  He makes me st Christmas miracles
in Open on 12/24/05
my baby girlthey took you away from me honey,  my one and only baby girl,  those bastards ripped my heart from my chest,  and broke it into a million pieces,  bitches should realize they fucked with my world,  they messed with me,  I have always said i would kill anyone who tried to do what they have done,  I could make that cunt disappear and no one would know it was me,  But what would that solve?  nothing,  just like what i have now,  nothing,  i miss you and i want you back,  ill fight with every inch my mind,  body,  and soul,  until you are back in my arms again,   my baby girl
in Open on 6/21/05
song by bethany joy lenzDon't Walk Away  by Bethany Joy Lenz  album:    I could never leave you  Even you if you asked me to  I could never say goodbye  
And make you cry  
 
I could never stumble  
With you walkin by my side  I could never love you  
More than I already do   
So don't walk away  Don't walk away  Don't lie, tell me that youre gonna stay  Please don't walk away   
If I made a promise  I would stay by your side  Its only the beginning  I love you   
So don't walk away  Don't walk away  Don't lie, tell me that youre gon song by bethany joy lenz
in Open on 6/20/05
Even meI look at you and see an incredible person,  someone I can only dream of being involved with,  I don't crave a committment,  Or to be yours and only yours,  I know that would never be possible with you,  You want your freedom,  I deeply respect that,  But what i don't understand is why i am good enough to fuck,  and good enough to call on when things go bad,  or when you need some place to crash,  I'm good enough to bail your ass out,  When you get into trouble,  But I guess I'm not good enough to be called your woman,  not good enough to be with you,  Why can't you see how Even me
in Open on 5/28/05
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and it is not realand then she spoke to me filling in her days of love and her days of hate... and i responded with you deserve no love you deserve no hate, you are not real.  i cannot make you real and even if i could, i wouldn’t want to.  you mean nothing to me, for you are but a lie within a lie making the world believe that you are god.  you dont deserve for me to hear these words of life, and never will i believe in you.  keep telling the world how great you are, but in your mind you know better.  why you keep coming back is beyond my mind so please tell me, why oh why do i need to sit here and listen to t and it is not real
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Journal Entry: Sun Dec 25, 2005, 12:37 AM
well i guess i would like to start with the fact that it has been since july 11 2005 since i wrote last. ALot has changed. I still don't have my daughter back but i am working hard to get her back by march. I am living in grinnell and have found a very very nice man that actually is making me take things slow..very slow. He is an incredible person and very intelligent. As for the rest of my life i am facing 15-20 yrs in prison for shit i didn't do. I am starting work on January 2. I will be working at Hardees..but a job is a job..need money. I guess that is all i will write this time. so this is the end of my journal entry.
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  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Grinnell,iowa
  • Interests: poetry....
  • Favourite band or musician: Crossfade
  • Favourite genre of music: rock...punk...rap
  • Personal Quote: love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but knowing that they won't

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~babyj420024:iconbabyj420024: May 26, 2005, 3:06:31 PM
my girlfriend dumped me today! I haven't felt this much pain in a long time! She doesn't realize how much i loved her! maybe some day she will! Who knows!

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"everyone is screaming..i try to say a word but no one hears me.."
~sy88xo:iconsy88xo: May 16, 2005, 8:47:15 AM
boo!

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~babyj420024:iconbabyj420024: Apr 1, 2005, 10:12:45 PM
life fuckin sucks

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"everyone is screaming..i try to say a word but no one hears me.."
~babyj420024:iconbabyj420024: Mar 31, 2005, 9:49:14 PM
i offically figured something out. im doomed to be by myself for the rest of my tireless existance... cant seem to find someone guy or girl that aren't players or assholes or something..can't handle getting my heartbroken

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"everyone is screaming..i try to say a word but no one hears me.."
~babyj420024:iconbabyj420024: Mar 28, 2005, 9:53:55 PM
thank you to you all. some people on here aren't very nice

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"everyone is screaming..i try to say a word but no one hears me.."
~speedyjo:iconspeedyjo: Mar 24, 2005, 12:30:30 PM
you know what woman... you never came looking for me... what a bitch.. haha... well this is my name for most of my shit... but my poetry name is sy88xo i havent completely deleted all the poems from this site... but whatever.. im working on it

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Let me live my deformed dreams
Let me believe in the existence of nothing
Let me go on living in fantasy
Because nothing you say or do
Will make me believe in you
~nebula02:iconnebula02: Feb 17, 2005, 9:48:46 PM
:hug: There are good guys left, but they are rare nowdays. I still see your pain and offer my hand in friendship. You're a wonderful person :hug: THank you for existing as it means alot to me. :hug:

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